today was a weird day. my uncle and his wife came over to visit us and we spent hours sitting outside and talking. i remeber times when something like that just wouldn't have been possible. you know, this sitting together with family for longer than five minutes and stuff. it's different now. it still sucks, but what can you do? just pretend like you don't care and sit through it. it will cause you the smallest trouble. well, that was basically all i have to say right now.